Nimetu kuni keegi oskab asendada paremaga

Endal tihtipeale selline tunne nüüd, et ei taha enam alati õnnelik püsida ja naerda, vaid aidata. Isegi kui see kätkeb negatiivsust. Seks me tulime ikkagi õppima siia ellu. Ideid kuidas aidata inimesi? Kus viga näed Lait(a), seal tule ja aita? Kalev, kas oled mõelnud sellele (ilmselt palju kordi), miks su perenimi Lait- Light on? Woah.

Try for a moment to accept the fact that you are not what you believe yourself to be, that you overestimate yourself, in fact that you lie to yourself, That you always lie to yourself every moment, all day, all your life. That this lying rules you such an extent that you cannot control it any more.

You are the prey of lying. You lie, everywhere. Your relations with others- lies. The upbringing you give, the conventions- lies. Your teaching- lies. Your theories, your art- lies. And what you think of yourself- lies also.

But you never stop yourself in what you are doing or in what you are saying because you believe in yourself. 

You must stop inwardly and observe. Observe without preconceptions, accepting for a time this idea of lying. And if you observe in this way, paying with yourself, without self-pity, giving up all your supposed riches for a moment of reality, perhaps you will suddenly see something you have never before seen in yourself until this day.

You will see that you are different from what you think you are. You will see that you are two. One who is not, but takes the place and plays the role of the other. And one who is, yet so weak, insubstantial, that he no sooner appears than he immediately disappears. He cannot endure lies, The least lie makes him faint away. He does not struggle, he does not resist, he is defeated in advance.


Learn to look until you have seen the difference between your two natures, until you have seen the lies, the deceptipion in yourself. When you have seen your two natures, that day, in yourself, the truth will be born.